The Story of Love and Hate 

it hurts to watch this movie twenty one years later know that there’s still so much work to be done. the hurt is a hard thing to move on from. i think we often get caught up in a sense of fear and hopelessness, but that only perpetuates the issue of hate supposedly “winning.” we forget why it’s important to have documents like do the right thing not only to remind us of how things once were, but so that we may measure up our own times and see if much really has changed.

the scene where the white guy in the larry bird jersey scuffs buggin out’s air jordans is especially alarming to watch retrospectively. they are fighting about gentrification in bed stuy before it became as prevalent as it is now. hipsters and yuppie families taking over old brooklyn neighborhoods feels like an afterthought these days.

i felt really uncomfortable the first time i watched this movie, when i was about 11 or 12. i also thought it was archaic, that i couldn’t identify with the blatant racism it portrayed. that maybe it was just something particular to new york. nine years later and living here now, i know that’s all bullshit that i was inundated into believing, for a lack of real racial politics being discussed in the public school system and in our post-civil rights era society as a whole.

i still feel a lurch in my stomach at the end of the film though, when for mookie, hate overcomes love and the riot starts. where do people find the power to withhold hate that has been imposed on us by systematic oppression from institutions designed to pit people against one another and live in fear and ignorance, and to meet other peoples’ hate with love? how do we construct a community where we all take care of each other, rather than only look out for ourselves? the film poses this paradigm, and concludes with two very different (though not entirely oppositional) approaches, as quoted from martin luther king, jr. and malcom x, figures who pose together in an image that, through the character smiley, are recurrent throughout the film.

i don’t know who i agree with more, martin or malcom. i don’t always find pacifism to be effective, but at the same time, violence often only perpetuates an issue. i believe in radicalism, but i can’t entirely stand behind militancy. i think spike lee doesn’t necessarily stand by one or the other, either, which is why the perspective of the film is both affirming and painful to me.

i recently started listening to lyrics born. it’s part of my overall current obsession with quannum projects (originally spurred by my love affair with pdx’s own lifesavas, whose new album i’ve been anxiously awaiting). in any case, i am so appreciative of lyrics born because it is always so inspiring for me to see successful and talented asian americans in popular culture, especially popular music. more specifically, i find it admirable when i see asian americans that are not tokenized by the media, and in the case of lyrics born, it’s especially inspiring to see an asian american man in a position of power, creativity and swagger, rather than feminized/emasculated, as is sadly such a prevalent stereotype of the asian male. regardless of its basis in heteronormativity, i stand by the idea of a strong, masculine asian man because the whole concept of the asian man as emasculated is rooted in the emasculation of an entire race, a multiplicity of cultures and traditions which have been orientalized, and a people who have been made to feel a sense of self-hatred for being the “other.” the reclaiming of racial pride and power, including its masculinity, is integral to the esteem of an oppressed people.

there’s also something outstanding to me about l.b. because, like myself, he is half japanese, half white. i feel strongly that bi/multiracial individuals are not given enough visibility in mainstream american culture, or at least in the sense that typically when you see a bi/multiracial person in the media, they are treated as though their racial identity is still somewhat singular (in the case of half-white individuals, either their whiteness/westernness/assimilation is exaggerated, or they are exotified/orientalized/otherized for their other half). it’s refreshing to see someone who carries his entire self through his creative endeavours. i appreciate that he chose to change his name from asia born to lyrics born, “citing the desire to have his career based on his merits as opposed to his ethnicity.” i have the feeling his politics would probably complement mine well. 

l.b. is also married to joyo velarde, who i know less of, but seems to me another potential role model. she is a classically trained filipino american soul/r&b singer, also on quannum projects. there appear, to me, to be even fewer asian american women in hip hop, soul and r&b than men, so it’s kind of awesome that velarde is signed to a pretty renowned label. and uh, her music is good, too, duhr.


i’m just really thankful to be finding out about these artists, even if it maybe would’ve been more powerful had i discovered them in my more formative years. it’s also just really refreshing to take a break from the other hip hop i’ve been listening to these past few years and immerse myself in all these fucking amazing sounds and lyrics that all the quannum artists seem to pull out of thin air.

been meaning to write a somewhat intelligent review of lifesavas’ albums (pitchfork got it ALL WRONG, as usual). might have to wait til after study days.