at work, showing this right now. 1960s comedy is dope.

at work, showing this right now. 1960s comedy is dope.

The Story of Love and Hate 

it hurts to watch this movie twenty one years later know that there’s still so much work to be done. the hurt is a hard thing to move on from. i think we often get caught up in a sense of fear and hopelessness, but that only perpetuates the issue of hate supposedly “winning.” we forget why it’s important to have documents like do the right thing not only to remind us of how things once were, but so that we may measure up our own times and see if much really has changed.

the scene where the white guy in the larry bird jersey scuffs buggin out’s air jordans is especially alarming to watch retrospectively. they are fighting about gentrification in bed stuy before it became as prevalent as it is now. hipsters and yuppie families taking over old brooklyn neighborhoods feels like an afterthought these days.

i felt really uncomfortable the first time i watched this movie, when i was about 11 or 12. i also thought it was archaic, that i couldn’t identify with the blatant racism it portrayed. that maybe it was just something particular to new york. nine years later and living here now, i know that’s all bullshit that i was inundated into believing, for a lack of real racial politics being discussed in the public school system and in our post-civil rights era society as a whole.

i still feel a lurch in my stomach at the end of the film though, when for mookie, hate overcomes love and the riot starts. where do people find the power to withhold hate that has been imposed on us by systematic oppression from institutions designed to pit people against one another and live in fear and ignorance, and to meet other peoples’ hate with love? how do we construct a community where we all take care of each other, rather than only look out for ourselves? the film poses this paradigm, and concludes with two very different (though not entirely oppositional) approaches, as quoted from martin luther king, jr. and malcom x, figures who pose together in an image that, through the character smiley, are recurrent throughout the film.

i don’t know who i agree with more, martin or malcom. i don’t always find pacifism to be effective, but at the same time, violence often only perpetuates an issue. i believe in radicalism, but i can’t entirely stand behind militancy. i think spike lee doesn’t necessarily stand by one or the other, either, which is why the perspective of the film is both affirming and painful to me.

watched midnight cowboy for the first time tonight, for my new york history through film independent study course. amazing. i’m not ashamed to admit that i almost cried.

watched midnight cowboy for the first time tonight, for my new york history through film independent study course. amazing. i’m not ashamed to admit that i almost cried.

still from satyajit ray’s pather panchali (1955).

still from satyajit ray’s pather panchali (1955).

i watched fellini’s nights of cabiria for the first time on tuesday at my projectionist job. not only did i fall in love with the film, the tragic storyline which i could identify with so well, but i fell in love with cabiria, more specifically, the actress giulietta masina, fellini’s wife. her demeanor, at times vivacious and spunky and, more often, vulnerable and tragic, pulled at my heartstrings. her style (and everyone else’s in late 1950’s italy)- her dress and swagger- was divine. if there is a heaven, everyone will wear adorable vintage clothing of this period and the women will have bitchin’ eyebrows.
i do plan on watching all the other films of fellini’s that she starred in over spring break.

i watched fellini’s nights of cabiria for the first time on tuesday at my projectionist job. not only did i fall in love with the film, the tragic storyline which i could identify with so well, but i fell in love with cabiria, more specifically, the actress giulietta masina, fellini’s wife. her demeanor, at times vivacious and spunky and, more often, vulnerable and tragic, pulled at my heartstrings. her style (and everyone else’s in late 1950’s italy)- her dress and swagger- was divine. if there is a heaven, everyone will wear adorable vintage clothing of this period and the women will have bitchin’ eyebrows.

i do plan on watching all the other films of fellini’s that she starred in over spring break.